Wow, what an eventful week this has been! To start, last Saturday, Deacons Nick and Doug gave guided tours of Saint Peter's. I have of course been in the Basilica several times, but I had never been on a formal tour to learn all the background behind this magnificent place. Let me tell you, I learned quite a lot!! I found myself wanting to write down every little thing Deacon Nick said so I wouldn't forget! All I can say is that you just have to experience it for yourself if you haven't already. There is so much to learn about each funerary monument, mosaic, side chapel, altar, etc. Literally EVERY single little thing in the Basilica is there for a reason and represents something of importance, so learning the many stories behind them is absolutely fascinating. Here's a couple pictures of the tour with descriptions of some of the things I remember.
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| The Transfiguration by Raphael. Deacon Nick explained to us that the apostles are trying to rid the possessed boy of demons. The boy's parents wear green, a color symbolizing hope. The woman in the foreground is the Church, wearing blue (indicating divinity) and red (indicating humanity). Her gaze seems to be at nothing in particular, but if you moved Jesus from the top of the painting straight down, he would be the object of her gaze. The two figures also would fit together like puzzle pieces, symbolizing how the Church is the Bride of Christ. Oh, and btw, this is not a painting--all mosaic! There are no paintings in St. Peter's! |
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| Deacon Nick telling us about Bernini's Baldacchino covering the main altar. Only the Pope and Cardinals whom he specifically appoints can say mass on that altar...other masses are celebrated on the altar behind it or in any of the side chapels. The 4 large statues that occupy the corners surrounding the Baldacchino are indicative of the relic that the balcony above each holds (only 2 are visible in this picture). They include St. Helen, Constantine's mother who brought relics from Christ's Passion from Jerusalem to Rome (the relics are parts of the cross and nails), St. Longinus, the soldier who pierced Jesus' side (relic is part of his lance), St. Veronica (relic of the veil used to wipe Jesus' face), and St. Andrew, St. Peter's brother (relic is his head). |
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| All along the nave of the Basilica are floor markers that indicate the size of various basilicas throughout the world in comparison to the size of St. Peter's. This one is for St. Patrick's in New York. |
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There are over 100 tombs in St. Peter's Basilica, 91 of which are Popes. This one is of Pope Innocent XI, who, when his body was exhumed for beatification, was found to be preserved. He was the first Pope said to be "incorrupt." His body is now in a bronze sarcophagus with his face and hands covered by silver.
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Obviously I could go on and on about all this amazing stuff. Our Church history is so incredible...I can't get over it! And as if all of this wasn't already great enough, on Monday we found out the news that Pope Benedict is resigning and a new Pope will be elected--all while we are here!! The unprecedented resignation (hasn't happened in over 600 years!) was the topic of conversation at lunch that day, as we all marveled over how lucky we are to be here for this historic moment in time. Even a week later as I'm writing this, I am still in disbelief that this is actually happening!
On that same note, with the beginning of Lent last Wednesday, two of the other Saint Mary's girls and I decided to head over to the Vatican in an attempt to get into Ash Wednesday mass with the Pope, seeing as it was his last public mass before his resignation. The line was extremely long, but we waited it out about 45 minutes and ended up inside the Basilica, standing behind the last row of chairs. When the Pope, priests, bishops, and cardinals all processed down the center aisle, I was probably about 10 feet away from them! The mass was of course all in Italian and some Latin, but I could make out parts of the Holy Father's homily, and then at the end, Cardinal Bertone, Secretary of State, gave a speech thanking the Pope for his service to the Church and for being "a humble worker in the vineyard of the Lord." At this point, the congregation gave him an almost 10 minute standing ovation. The whole experience was both emotional and heartwarming--truly one that I will never forget.
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| Il Papa emerging for mass with Michelangelo's beautiful Pieta behind him |
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A very full St. Peter's Basilica for Ash Wednesday mass
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| Last time seeing Papa Benny! |
And wait...it gets even better!! As the girls and I were leaving the Basilica and walking through the square, we were stopped by a producer from NBC who wanted to interview Americans (we probably screamed "America" since all 3 of us are blondes!). A couple minutes later, Anne Thompson from the NBC Nightly News is standing there introducing herself to us, and before we knew it, we were on camera being asked about the mass. We each made a few remarks on what we thought of it, but when it aired that night in the States, only my quote was included! So I had my couple seconds of fame on the national news from St. Peter's Square. Now that's not something that happens every day! Here's the link to the video, for those of you that haven't already seen it on Facebook :)
This weekend, the majority of the girls on the program were traveling, but since I am going to be traveling a lot during the upcoming weekends, I stayed in Rome. It was a very relaxing, quiet weekend. Friday morning, Ana left early for Barcelona, so she woke me up so I could go to Station Churches. Station Churches are an annual Lenten event for English speakers living in Rome, during which mass is celebrated at a different church in Rome each of the 40 days of Lent. It's going to be a great way to visit some of the churches I haven't been to (which, surprisingly, is the majority on the list). The only thing is that mass is usually at 7 am, which means leaving the hotel between 6:20 and 6:30 most mornings and literally waking up almost before the city does! ... needless to say, this won't be happening every morning, but I am going to try to make it to a few. I mean, when else can you visit 40 different historic and beautiful churches, all in walking distance from where you live?! So my first Station Church was Saints John and Paul this past Friday. It is a bit of a distance from the hotel, but one or two of the deacons goes with whichever students show up that morning. It was only me on Friday, so I got a personalized tour/background on this particular church. I've never seen a church with so many chandeliers before, by the way--and they were all brought from the Waldorf-Astoria in New York, since it is the titular church for the Cardinals from New York (each Cardinal has his own titular church in Rome). Aside from seeing another beautiful holy site, it was great to experience mass in English at a church in Rome, other than the little chapel we use for SMC masses.
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| San Giovanni e San Paolo |
Since I was already up and ready for the day early on Friday (not really sure how I was able to do that and still have energy!), I then went with Deacon Doug for his planned tour of San Giovanni in Laterano, the Bishop Church of Rome. The deacons have planned outings every week, but again, I was the only one to show up since so few girls remained in Rome this weekend, so I had yet another personalized tour. San Giovanni in Laterano (St. John Lateran)---not St. Peters--is actually the official seat of the Bishop of Rome, who is the Pope. So it is actually more important than St. Peters, because of this and because of the fact that it was the first church built in Rome after Constantine legalized Christianity. It contains several relics, including the skulls of Sts. Peter and Paul and a piece of the table from the Last Supper. I had already visited San Giovanni last semester, but it was a much more enriching experience having a personal guide! Afterwards, we walked down the street to Santa Croce in Gerusaleme (Holy Cross in Jerusalem), a church that I had never visited--and boy, was I glad I got the opportunity to do so! This somewhat non-descript church contains relics from Christ's passion, including pieces of the true cross, nails, thorns from His crown, and the finger of Thomas, who touched Christ's side. Seeing all of these relics takes faith to a whole new level.
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| The Pope's chair in San Giovanni |
On Friday afternoon, Hillary and I went exploring to the Aventine Hill (one of the 7 hills of Rome) to check out the views and the orange gardens up there. It was absolutely beautiful! Probably one of my favorite things to do in Rome is see the city from various vantage points--so far I've seen it from the Pincio at Villa Borghese, the cupola of St. Peter's, the Gianicolo above Trastevere, and now Aventine Hill. While we were up there, we saw the Knights of Malta Keyhole, a garden framed perfect view of Saint Peter's dome. Fun fact: when you are up there, you are looking through 3 countries at once....you're standing on the independent territory of the Sovereign Order of the Knights of Malta, gazing across Rome, to Vatican City. How crazy is that?!
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| View from Aventine Hill |
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| Knights of Malta Keyhole :) |
So I think I gave you all more than enough to ponder for this week! It's been crazy, but good, and all of the busyness is good for me to keep my mind in the here and now. As most of you probably know, my crazy, Marley of a dog, Tucker, went to doggy heaven last Saturday. Seeing as my dogs are such an important part of our family, it was heartbreaking to lose the little guy to cancer, especially since he was only 3 years old. A big part of my heart is at home, but I know that although I often long to be with my family during this time, I am where I am meant to be. It's times like this that I need God the most, and being here, constantly surrounded by incredible reminders of the faith makes Him pretty much impossible to give up on. One of my Lenten promises is to see God in at least 3 ways each day, whether that is through the kindness of a friend, the satisfaction that comes with speaking Italian, or the sights and sounds of this crazy city. I read a reflection about hope in the face of loss today from the Notre Dame Faith website, and this line really spoke to me.
"Our struggle is not about us. It’s about what how God can transform even our sorrow into joy; how even in the shadow of this very real cross, the light shines in the darkness and the darkness will not overcome it."
A good reminder today and always.
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| Missing my baby Tuck <3 |